Profile Playlist by ★Shut Up && Put Your $$$ Where your Mouth Is★

Profile Playlist by ★Shut Up && Put Your $$$ Where your Mouth Is★

Shared via AddThis

Hotty Toddy!

So today the Princeton Review came out with their list of top party schools. I was rather disappointed to see that Ole Miss was ranked #3. I guess when I left they forgot how to party! Some days I wish that I was back at Ole Miss. You could interact with so many people. You take that for granted when you move off to a small town and work full time. I miss living in the dorm. I miss being able to walk to the lobby at 3 a.m. and finding a group of people to talk to. I learned alot about myself while I was at Ole Miss. I also learned alot about people in general. There are many things that I will take with me for the rest of my life.

I often question what my life will be like this time next year, even 5 years from now. People keep asking me when I am going to have kids and settle down. In my opinion I have settled down ALOT. Especially since college. Im just not quite ready to make that leap to have kids yet. I value sleeping in when I can. I value being able to go tan or go to the gym at the spur of the moment. I dont always have to have stuff planned. I can be very spontaneous and when you have kids thats something that you take for granted.

This weekend is the wedding of the one and only Shelly Ferg. Wow. Last person I expected to get married. Must mean that Chessa is next. No doubt this wedding is going to kick ass! Cant freakin wait.

I ALWAYS think so much before i go to bed. I think about friends, old and new. If I could have one super power it would be to know what people are thinking at any given time. I wonder if people think about me as much as I think about them. Its funny how you can associate a smell, a song, a color with a person. There are things that I smell and I can remember exactly where I was the first time I ever smelled it. Amazing how the body works. I remember after my mom and dad got a divorce my mom would do everything she could to keep me and my sister happy. We would order pizza from papa johns on Fridays and rent a ton of movies and watch them all weekend. I remember the first time that Casper came out. My sister was so afraid of it cause of the ghosts, but every time it comes on I think about those days.

I know I am all over the place with this blog, but hell I dont even know if anybody is reading this. If you are and you know me then you know thats how my mind can be half the time anyways. Recently I experienced a very traumatic experience. My first root canal. Keep in mind I have only had one cavity in my 24 years and it turned into a root canal. I now know why people hate going to the dentist. The actual root canal wasnt bad, especially since they had awesome gas for me to inhale as they were drilling on my teeth and smoke was coming from my mouth. Amazing how that gas makes you not give a fuck. I went back yesterday for my temporary crown. I am sure they explained this to me Friday during the root canal, but clearly I did NOT remember. That shit hurt so bad yesterday. It still hurts today. They told me I had such a pretty smile and a good bite. I said then why in the hell am I having a root canal?! He then tells me that with this temporary crown to not floss. NOT FLOSS? Thats why got me the damn cavity in the first place.

Have I mentioned how stoked I am for football season to start? Finally the Rebels have shown that they can make it without the Mannings and this season is gonna be no different. If you have never experienced he grove, you MUST! Hotty Toddy!

It's Blogging Time!

This is from my most recent blog posted on myspace. It was just a good and well thought out post, so I thought for my first blog, I should re-post. Enjoy reading about my life.

____________________________________________________________________

I use to be really good about posting blogs, not just when drama occurred (which used to be often with me) or when something good happened or something bad happened. Sometimes it is just nice to vent your life across the cyber world and see what kinda reaction you can get. A lot has happened since my last REAL blog. In case anybody was wondering, the last one with all of the cute, bitchy quotes was just for fun more than anything. When I found out that my bulletins and blogs were being copied and emailed amongst people that disliked me, I had to give some more fuel to the fire. Everybody knows how much I like that.

.. ..

Me and Mark are coming up on our 1 year anniversary at the end of August. I can’t believe it. We are currently in the process of looking for a house and get a little more settled with our new life. We just got back from our first real vacation together as a married couple. We went to Florida for a week and stayed with Jen. It had been WAY too long since I had seen her. Being in a different state and away from everything made me realize how much I wish I could just pack up and move somewhere and start over. Only problem is I have too many things keeping me here right now. I love my job. I didn’t know it was possible to enjoy working somewhere and with such great people. I have been here 13 months today and signed up for my first 401K plan. I will be retiring around the year of 2050. Wow that seems a long ways away.

.. ..

I love summer, but I find it hard to stay occupied since I work full time. I can’t really go out through the week because I don’t want to be tired the next day at work; which is why I live for my weekends. For those of you that do not work full time, you will really learn to appreciate your weekends when you do start. I am still working on my paralegal degree but decided to take a break this summer. Now I wish that I hadn’t because I feel like I just wasted 2 months where I could have been taking classes and closer to graduating with my second degree. I am sure once I am done with that I will go ahead and get my Master’s. Why not? I figured that I should probably do it while I can!

.. ..

This has definitely been wedding season for me. I have 4 weddings in the next 2 months. I am so glad that my friends can find someone that they want to spend the rest of their lives with. It is truly something special to be able to picture yourself with the same person for the rest of your life. Everybody is also having babies. NO BABIES FOR BONNIE. Not yet at least. I definitely want to have kids, but I have so many other things that I want to do first and that is just what I plan on doing.

.. ..

Ahhh friends. My favorite category. My mom always told me that I would be lucky to keep up with anybody from high school. She only keeps in touch with 2 people that she graduated high school with. I graduated in 2003 and still keep in CLOSE contact with about 6 friends. And when I say friends, I mean best friends. Having friendships that last almost 10 years are few and far between. I have also lost a lot of friendships over the years. Some were for stupid reasons, some were for good reasons. I have recently tried to do the whole forgive and forget thing and I must say it is working out pretty well. As for college, I can say that other than Mark, there is really only one person that I still talk to on a regular basis and that is my one and only Chessa. We have had so many good times and I think that even though she moved back to LA we are gonna keep in touch. I have made some new friends in the past few months, and I think that was God’s way or replacing the ones that I lost. Some people say that a friend can never be replaced, but I am living proof. It’s sad when someone cannot balance more than one friend at a time, and unfortunately I was the friend that got put on the back burner. But like the saying goes, you live and you learn and my personal favorite….shit happens. I suppose I have rambled on enough here and hopefully I can get back in my habit of doing these more often. After all, my haters need a way to check up on me right. Besides, I like for people to see how truly happy and blessed I really am. If you are one of my friends that is reading this I Love You!